everybody wants to be understood

Don’t give up
It’s just the weight of the world
When your heart’s heavy
I…I will lift it for you

Don’t give up
Because you want to be heard
If silence keeps you
I…I will break it for you

Everybody wants to be understood
Well I can hear you
Everybody wants to be loved
Don’t give up
Because you are loved

Don’t give up
It’s just the hurt that you hide
When you’re lost inside
I…I will be there to find you

Don’t give up
Because you want to burn bright
If darkness blinds you
I…I will shine to guide you

Everybody wants to be understood
Well I can hear you
Everybody wants to be loved
Don’t give up
Because you are loved

You are loved
Don’t give up
It’s just the weight of the world
Don’t give up
Every one needs to be heard
You are loved

arbitrary in question

In life, many things are determined by impulse rather than logic. Some of these vital decisions are made unconsciously while others are exhaustively thoroughly thought through. They say growing up isn’t about the sum of mistakes you’ve made, it’s about the decisions you make after you’ve made a mistake. Then the error or fault resulting from defective judgment, deficient knowledge, or carelessness is still in concern then ?

I’ve learned that in life, sometimes it’s better to keep some of your feelings to yourself because not doing so entails all sorts of problems like people getting their feelings hurt, wars, boycotting, snubbing, sabotage, gossip, and many more. But to what extent shall we keep these feelings to ourself ? Must we cloaked all our words in vagueness in order to prevent these consequences ? Would we evetually be asphyxiated as a result of enormous feelings being confined within ourself ? I don’t know about others, but i believe that in practicing so, it would suppress the development, imagination, creativity, charisma, et cetera of a person. That person would eventually stifle everything that he or she is. Overcoming that is a difficult task once it sets in to become a habit. Can a person really be hemmed by rules and still be content ?

How do we differentiate what is determined by chance, whim, or impulse, and not by necessity, reason, or principle and vice versa ? Is everything based on or subject to individual judgment or preferences ? Hmm..

Yo Yo !

Last Sunday was spent at The Gardens, Mid Valley. Initially I was hesitant about eating at Yo! Sushi, as my first experience there ( when it was first opened in Malaysia in the very same outlet in The Gardens ), it was terrible. They gave me (and im sure a lot of people as well) a horrid first impression. As far as i could remember, when it was first opened in Malaysia, Yo! Sushi was PACKED with people. Most probably because Yo! Sushi is famous restaurant originated from England. Ask any Englishmen, and most of them would know Yo! Sushi. It’s a shame it gave so much Malaysians a terrible first impression.

However, somehow on that day, i decided to give them the benefit of doubt and walked into the very same restaurant.  Let’s just say, they dint dissapoint at all. Let’s let the picture do the talking.

Salmon Skin Roll

Delicious. Very crispy, fresh, and not too salty .

Mushrooms

shitake and enoki mushroom teppanyaki. All of them very very juicy !

Smoked Salmon

Smoked salmon with sesame seed and some sauce ( dont remember what it was ). I suppose you could tell it’s good considering another sushi was gone ( as it usually comes in two ). I’ve wacked it before remembering to take picture of it. HAHAHAHAH.

Chicken Teriyaki

Delicious delicious delicous. Not too dry, not too saggy-ish, not too salty. Just right.

Salmon Teriyaki. It’s not flaky !!  I hate salmons that are over-cooked and end up being darn flaky. Yums !

Sashimi

Love sashimi. How can anyone not love it ? Perhaps except for those sashimi that comes from Sushi King. OMG. Horrid experience. Yo! Sushi’s Sashimi is good =D and of course, saving the best for the last :

Marinated Salmon

Marinated Salmon Chunks.  Loves loves loves.  The flavour may be too strong for others, so.. im guessing that most wouldn’t like it. But i love it. I definitely wouldn’t mind going there again, just for this dish. =D That’s all for now. Byesss.

Revamp

Contemplating on giving this blog’s theme a little facelift. Hmm.. a new beginning beings with a new theme right ? But… the choiced I have are very limited though.* tech noob here *

Promise promise I would upload at least one of the album mentioned in the previous post by tonight, so stay tuned =]

Lazy

So many photos from my ‘Glutton’s Escapade’ album…. dropped by The Apartment, Yo! Sushi & Sushi King recently, so.. took some pictures. Not to mention FHM 2009, with over 200 pictures. OMG. Okay, so perhaps ’some pictures’ would be an understatement, which explains why im too lazy to upload them for now. baaahhh.. next time lah. There’s always another day right ?

Resuscitating

Heeeelllowss…
Yes, this blog is temporarily resuscitated & revived. Well, at least for now. Why ? Out of the blues ? It’s been a time of much misery and angst. Well, okay, not very much, but just enough for me to feel extreme dejection. But you know what, as tough as this may sound, I’m going to try and distract myself, because no one ever felt happy obsessing about the puddles of excrement in life. Especially if that excrement was self served. I just have to keep reminding myself that this is what happens when I lose sight of what’s really important. Perhaps going for that drinking session today at BFF’s place would be a good start. I suppose it’s feasible. Perhaps a way to get rid of the ethereal thoughts in my mind right now.

speaking of ethereal... here's a pictorial representation

Apart from that, my mind is crumbling bit by bit with each passing day because I’m just not thinking enough. Right now, I’m feeling the pinch even more.. especially when I’m typing and ransacking every nook in my brain trying to find that word to describe my thoughts, I couldn’t articulate my thoughts as well as the past.. It’s really frustrating. All right, sufficient dosage of gloom & doom for now. Buaiss..

Let it be

When I find myself in times of trouble
Mother Mary comes to me
Speaking words of wisdom
Let it be
And in my hour of darkness
She is standing right in front of me
Speaking words of wisdom
Let it be

Let it be, let it be
Let it be, let it be
Whisper words of wisdom
Let it be

And when the broken hearted people
Living in the world agree
There will be an answer
Let it be
For though they may be parted
There is still a chance that they will see
There will be an answer
Let it be

Let it be, let it be
Let it be, let it be
There will be an answer
Let it be.

And when the night is cloudy
There is still a light that shines on me
Shine until tomorrow
Let it be
I wake up to the sound of music
Mother Mary comes to me
Speaking words of wisdom

Let it be
Let it be, let it be
Let it be, let it be
There will be an answer
Let it be.
Let it be, let it be
Let it be, let it be
Whisper words of wisdom
Let it be.

Comprehending

I cant comprehend. Why does it has to go here, why not there ( rubbish bin ) ? Why is it being kept ? Why is it STILL being kept after all this time ?  Why is it STILL being kept after I’ve voiced out ? So many questions,  answers nowhere to be found. I’m dumbfounded. I’m confused. I’m emo.

Am I being paranoid again ? or am I just trying to understand what is going on ? It’s so tough to confine these questions within myself. Perhaps my walnut-sized brain is being vague and are projecting all this obscure shitty question to myself or what ? I don’t get it. Is it me or is it..  ?

Everything is so hazy right now.  My mind are being clouded and shrouded by those indistinct questions. Hopefully, it would fade off after a couple of days… hopefully before my birthday, which is next week by the way. I don’t want this shit on my shoulder on my birthday. =(

Bye.

Sin Chew Daily

Gonna be a short post to let you know that I’m on Sin Chew Daily ! Haha.. so to those that are dying to see my fugly face on it, go ahead and get today’s edition. Byess

Crystal

Everything’s cystal clear now ! Haha.. okay.. what i’m talking about may seem absurdly obscure to you.. but no need to elaborate as it’s the past, and it shall stay that way. Anyway, im hired hired hired ! Haha.. super excited =D By the way, have you notice something different about my blog ? Haha ! That’s right ! Its snowing ! ya.. its 32 degrees celcius and its snowing.. XD

Anyways, have fun people.. im logging out now.. simply because i have no idea what to blog about.. leave a comment if you have any question/suggestion on what should i blog about. Byes !